Maia

i am one sad panda.

HARHAR ROMANTIC. WTF

i'm not really sure what's going on anymore. if i start to think about it, i'll just get depressed. i feel like i'm really truly happy with what's going on in my life but there's still this sinking feeling. a couple times in the last couple weeks i've gotten super sad for no reason. I SHIT ON DEPRESSION. i just want to be happy but i feel like i'm doing something wrong in the process.

i'm so very awkward looking. lmao. :(
i'm supposed to be izumi sawatari from he is my master. I HAVE NO BOOBIES THOUGH SO...it's impossible!

i made this last year for otakon 2006 and this was taken by eurobeat king at katsucon 2007. :)

first made cosplaaay!! next one...is probably mello from death note.
i have NO SKILLZ.

<3

i am happy yet something is weird. i keep getting REALLY emotional at random points. :| DON'T UNDERSTANDO. Maybe it's because I switched birth controls. i also switch my grammar in how I type. i have NO IDEA WHY.


hum...

IVE MISSED SO MANY CLASSES. SOOOOOOO MANY.

i feel like crap, i've missed over 2 weeks worth of classes and will have to miss more. i have a shitty fever of 102.5 that fluctuates between 101 to 103. arrrrrfgfygfefui. i feel like doodoo again so i'll be missing today's classes too. i'm so behind and i still have to contact all my teachers and tell them what the deal is.

also, i get surgery on an enlarged ovarian cyst next Wednesday and if i'm not over my fever by then, they'll have to postpone it...which isn't good. i feel physically miserable and mentally spent. i want to work but it's really hard to do even that. i'm going to try today and see what i can get done. spring break is going to be stressful...i'll have to catch up during that time, but i'll have to recover as well. i'll have to take it easy. unfortunately i have to lose my right ovary. she's going to try to save as much as she can.

at least i had a good fun time at katsucon, though i have reason to believe that it's one of the reasons i'm so sick. stuffy, crowded rooms full of nerds can no do good on my immune system. fuck you influenza!!! D:_<;;;!!! ARGH.

mommy... :'(

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i'm bored so sue me.

THIS SUMMER IS GOING TO PROBABLY BE FUCKING AMAZING...maybe. not so sure about that fucking amazing thing yet.

PLANS
-hang out with people i like

-don't hang out with people i don't like

-keep my hygiene up so i don't get dirty and greasy

-go to new york city at least 3 times
--to see wicked
--to see sarah and meet people and do stuff in nyc with mica things
--to see tanya and chris with kelly

-go to ocean city a couple times
--with gibby and matt for a week
--with girlies for a couple days

-do my cosplay

-go to otakon 2006 with finished cosplay

-take a poop on someone's lawn

-keep in touch with micalins

-finish cleaning and destroying and then putting back together my room

-watch windstruck, my sassy girl, sympathy for mr. vengeance, oldboy, howl's moving castle, tale of two sisters, samurai 7: vol. 2 and 3, and 2046

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i think that's it. YEAH MOTHERFUCKERS YEAAAAAAAAAAAAh. i'm so lazy.

SUMMERRR BRREEEAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. FUCK YESSSSsssssss. I'm a little late to be posting this, but WHAT DO I CARE. YAAAAAAAY

I AM DONE. now i will proceed to go comatose.

i can't wait for mica to finish. i mean i will miss everyone hardcore but i will be making a lot of visits this summer i hope. fuck art. :( dasjhfiuashf FUCK PAINTING. goddamnfbeuifabuifbfa

anyway, so kelly, tanya and i designed an awesome tattoo. we all got the same one. kelly got it on her back, tanya got it on her ankle, and i got it on my butt. hahahahaha it's fucking painful to sit sometimes...luckily it's not completely on my buttbutt but (hahaha buttbuttbutt) it's slightly above the buttock region. i loveeeee ittttt sooo much. even if i am not friends with them forever, it's still a fucking awesome tattoo. this marks my second tattoo. i may get one more someday, but for now that is all i will do.

AHHH MY BUTT STINGS. apparently the buttocks is one of the most painful places to get a tattoo. it shouldn't be because it's like...fat...but for me it really wasn't bad.

i can't wait for next year when i live with sarah and robyn!! :)))) so excited. FIRST PIIICK!!! LUCKKKYY!!!

IGNORE THIS MESSAGE. I'M JUST TOO LAZY TO RETYPE IT

Alo~~ does anyone have or is able to donate Jolin Tsai - Zheng Yi Zhi Yan, Bi Yi Zhi Yan?

I'm just getting into c-pop so if anyone could reccomend some popular titles, I'd appreciate it! :) I would love to know more about c-pop culture!

Thankies~

i love matt. <3

this entry was shit ew

AHHHHHHH i havent eaten spicy foods in long time. my lips feel like angelina jolieeeeeeeeee. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYyyyyyyyy

i'm feeling goddamn emo tonight. wow. haven't felt like this since a long time ago.

it just feels like i have a lot less friends than i did at the beginning of all this. this is pretty dumb.

why am i even writing this in livejournal? to make people say awww, poor maia. don't worry maia, you have so many friends...FUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuccccckkk noooooo. don't want that said to me. maybe i just feel like i have to write it down. maybe i actually do want people saying that deep down inside. wait no, i'm pretty disgusted with that.

actually, oh well. i'll stop here.

imogen heap was fabulous. she is truely an amazing artist. <3<3<3

i go to mica today. wheeeee. COME VISIT ME ALL YOU FUCKERS WHO LIVE CLOSE. GOD.

<3

IMOGEN HEAAAAAAAAAP ON SUNDAAAAAAY

JESUS CHRIST i thought my mom was going to die. and father's away in france. GREAT AHGGYDusafashiofsa

she fell down the stairs into the glass door (going up to her room). when i found her she was unconcious but breathing. i freaked out and called 911. she had glass all around her and blood and buddy was barking and trying to destroy the glass. blaaaaaaaaah. wow. just wow. had to rush her to york, pa's hospital. amazing how dogs just know when something's horribly amiss. buddy sat by mom until the police made me put him in a room. hoover sat at the top of the stairs crying. misty sat in my room wanting food.

basically, she gashed the back of her head up and had to get stitches and then broke a vertebrae bone in her neck. she has to wear a neck brace for many weeks. eaaaaaaaagh. life is haaaaard.

thank god for people like matt and my aunt betty. phew. life became easier. matt came and stayed with me all day today. very nice of him. i went to visit my mom and then went to dinner. she should be back from the hospital tomorrow afternoon.

uh yeah. had to follow the ambulance (TO FUCKING YORK, PA) at 1am then drove back at 3:30am to a quiet and lonely house. i had to clean up glass and blood all last night..until 6 am. 2 hours of sweeping and trying to get the dogs to leave the glassy mess alone. sooooooooo i'm going to bed. so tired. bed bie